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been silent about a lot of things lately. i opted not to talk because explaining why you are sad and hurt is not easy. i have been hurt by a lot of things when the only thing i want is to "move forward". true, only God knows everything, but is it wrong to hope and plan for something that you know will do you good? they say that life can be a liitle mean at times. i’ve proven that a lot of times. just when you think that you are on the right track, something and someone will always be there to choke you. i’ve been into thinking lately, that being alone is hard. but being with someone is twice as hard. "continous sacrifice" that is…

i just want "to love" and "be love"…

Knew the signs
Wasn’t right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused, my heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy every day
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused, my heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside
And I hope that in time, you’ll be out of my mind
And I’ll be over you

But now I’m
So confused, my heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me

** just when you thought that everything would be fine…hindi rin pala…

2 more days to go and i’ll be jobless. i’m quite excited…because i get to rest. after 6 years of working…i will finally have my lonnggg vacation. but i don’t know if i’m going to enjoy this "vacation"…i am broke!…bahala na si batman…

after having a blast at puerto galera last week with Mark and some of our friends…i found myself resigning from work…and now i’m getting a headache looking for a good business where i can start with…ang bilis ng turn out of events…

life really is getting complicated …i have to make a choice where it could either make or break me…